After our initial date, The Daddy and I have been doing a lot of emailing back and forth. I didn’t initially give him my phone number. To be honest, this is something I recommend for new submissives or even women in general.
Why? I learned this the hard way. Because with a phone number, it makes it ALOT easier to locate you. Also, if they turn out to be a creep, you may have days or weeks of yucky calls and messages.
Anyway… he has been really sweet to me. Very respectful and kind. I guess in a way it’s kind of sad that I have to remark that a man being kind to me is a special thing. But whatever… it kind of is, and he is.
So because of our recent ice storms I was too afraid to leave my house. He drove a pretty substantial way to come visit me. I was pretty nervous about this but he was pretty resolved… and said his 4 wheel drive would make it ok. It is at this point I gave him my phone number.
I allowed him to come to my home because I felt comfortable enough with what I know of him. I looked him up online. He doesn’t know that…well, now he does I guess…. because I told him about this blog.
I also have two dogs and nosy neighbors.
We watched a couple episodes of The Big Bang Theory. Kissed a lot. More nice kisses. More not so nice kisses.
Kisses led to some pretty hot messing around. This guys body is hot. His arms are rock hard. His chest is rock hard.
Me…. well lets just say not so much. Very intimidated about that I’ll be honest. He has been nothing but sweet and supportive. This is my issue. Not his.
He says he will help me if I want help. I do. I need help. Honestly though, I’m kind of embarrassed by how much help I need.
But anyway…. Lets just say things got out of hand. But he stopped. Not me. I was being kind of a slut to be honest.
And then it was awkward. So I asked him if we could pretend that the hot stuff never happened… and he said yes.
So, we acknowledged that obviously we have chemistry. We acknowledged that we both wanted to do more, but didn’t want to do more…. because we need to be getting to know each other as people better first.
I guess that’s good right?
So, Phoenix got a little taste of what could be. She let the slut come out. She put her back in…. For now.